I've been thinking about some things related to music:

I don't know how to describe it in any in-depth detail, but the music I've been making seems a bit non-sufficient. Not because I want them to have an absurd technical execution that shows everyone that I'm some kind of genius, but because I want to make something unique, something that I can call my own.

My latest songs seem to have been made simply by copying and pasting the ideas put forward by Aphex Twin. The only one that I feel had a shred of originality was recently posted at the time of writing this blog (Pe009n33_2).

I don't mind that every now and then I make a song or two based on an artist I like. The problem is that I want to create my own style, my own way of making electronic music. I want to be able to listen to what I do and feel that I've been able to revolutionise my own taste in music. I'm really tired of listening to the same artists and making a kind of "stagnant" style of electronic music.

With the current state of my non-inspiration, I feel that some of my work has been unable to satisfy me personally. I'm my biggest fan and I want to continue to be, but I don't know which path to take to achieve this feat of having a unique style. I believe that I should continue to listen to music in order to achieve this goal (I would also be grateful if you could recommend any artists - electronic or otherwise).

Sometimes I feel like I am wringing blood out of a stone.

Anyways, this has been Meuny. xoxo